decisions decisions

So many decisions are needing to be made. Why stay clean? My family, my true friends, my future. Those are my reasons to quit drugs, in fact, they are the reasons I live these days. I love my family and have put them through hell. I've gone through hell with most of my true friends, and the future of change is unlimited. Now all my worries drive me up a wall, then one of my friends, just talking to one, brings me down. It tells me there are others out there that care. Get through theses problems self, and they will help, and they are whats worth doing it for.