always...

I feel alone without constant contact from my friends. I have no idea why, just the way i'm wired I guess. According to some psychiatrists I've seen its a side effect of my ADD. I hope it is so. I want nothing more to be able to sit down and not be concerned about all my friends. Thats all I feel all day long. Sometimes its most unbearable because I know that they don't feel the same way I do. They like to hear from me but its not as if their lives depended on hearing from me. And that is the way I feel. My life won't be complete unless I know everyone is out there and doing ok.