'this time imperfect'

I have failed many a time. I always wanted to get things right though, however intentions really don't count for much in life. Now I have come to the point where I have used up all my chances at failure and this time success is the only viable option. So no matter what it takes I've decided I want this. I have so far been asked to do several things I did not want to do but ah well, apparently that is the way life is supposed to go.